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overthinker

0206-M05082019

don't show me a drop of uninterest
i might lose my will to reach out

yes, please don't discourage me
coz i might take it all my life

don't make me feel i'm worthless
i might not find my worth again

don't make me feel like i matter
when in the end you can't sustain

i might consider everyone else
as someone who'll take me forgranted.

don't start something with me
when you can't be there 'til the end

don' t joke around and make me believe
then tell me everything was just for fun

i might be so true to you
but promise i, too, get tired

especially when i felt that all my effort
was spent for nothing so important

don't mess with me without me knowing
because you'll be a mess for me 'til the end

don't ever dare to make me feel important
coz i might give you the value more than you deserve

never try to lie to me once
i might find out in the middle

but i'll never tell you i knew you lied
coz i will still deal with your stuff

but promise, i'll never trust you again
and that will happen without you knowing

that your slowly slipping out of my life
i'll still be that person you once knew

but not the one who'd put an effort
to make you stay the way i used to

try to be honest in the first place
with whatever you have in mind

i'll adjust at my own pace
especially when i want you in my life

please be careful with your sweetness
because that's my waterloo

if i'll find out t'was all fake
well,  i won't regret that i wasn't

but you'll see me change right then and there
360 degrees to being the coldest

just don't pull my confidence too low
other's can't make it rise again

i'll be forever doubtful
with other people's intention

i, myself never wanted that to happen
but situations call for it sometimes

i don't generalize the act of cowardice
but unfortunately that's how i'll learn

yes, i'm an overthinker
and once it started, it will never ever be gone

even though one will try to convince me
doubt will block the good things away

if you ain't patient and true
i'll always end up away from you.

i'll frequently find an assurance
that i don't disturb you

or maybe that i matter
and you want me in your life

never forget that i'm an overthinker
and i'll notice all the little things

from the change of your reaction
even the smirk on your face

i might ask you for explanation
that requires more of your time

if you can't sustain the action
please don't bother on starting one

i might learn to get used to it
then eventually you'll get tired

i'll just end up devastated
without other people knowing

if i'll see your genuine effort
promise, you'll get more than you invested

just be honest and true with all the little things
because those little ones mean more than big things for me.

yes, don't forget that i am an over thinker
and i tend to give value more than one ever deserves.

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