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too tired

i'm tired of my routine
too tired for what's required
it seems like this life i can't sustain

i don't know what i feel
'coz sometimes it feels surreal
but i wanna laugh it out for real

peopling often exhausts me
at times, i don' t wanna see
but being alone is of too much impossibility

i am here thinking deep
trying not to sleep
wishing for all these thoughts to just slip

i don't wanna move
even a muscle or two
no, not even my tongue too.

i know He's up for something
and i hope He' ll remove this thing
all this thoughts inside i'm battling

yes, i'm tired living for a dream
tired living for people without stream
too tired of composure when you really wanna scream

there is a cure in this, i know
but i still have to hold it in for now
i don't need to let it show

time will come that i'll tot'ly be fine
when all these thoughts won't be mine
maybe i just have to give it time.

for now, my only remedy is sleep
it's like saving myself from all the beeps
dodging from all the chaos in the streets

yes, my bed is pulling me so hard
often i don't resist the strength it has
coz i think that's what i need when i'm feeling too tired.

it's just sad that too much rest is nothing
coz when i wake up i still have this thing
and yes, i'm tired feeling too tired of everything

(1111-04302019)

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dripping

i told myself not to cry
not for the same reason everytime
never will this happen
i promised, never again
i thought i was okay with it.
that it shouldn't matter to me
thinking i'm over it wholely
i understood it completely
especially that
people have their own minds
and it depends on their choice
what to think and understand.
but then... here it goes again.
it flashes right in front of me
that everything else turned black.
i realized inwasn't over it.
yes, not an inch.
because reality calls like a pinch.
and i'm devastated
i might break the promise i made.
but as i pondered ev'rything
i realized it wasn't that
i didn't break it
and i never would
because as i walk through it
i noticed there are still drips
it never really stopped pouring
it has been there all along
my tears kept dripping invisibly
it never really stopped.
i was crying with a smile
and those tears drip invisibly

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