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selfish

let's make this a little selfish
let me speak just about myself

i'm not someone you'll like
nor someone you'll want to be with

maybe someone you've never wish to meet
'cause i am not someone likable, i bet.

i usually have long patience
because i, too, need to be patient with myself.

i can tolerate too much negativity
because i know within me, my reality.

guessing honestly, no one would stay for me
because me too wanted to leave

but promise, i'm trying my hardest
just to be there even when i'm the last

there is this part of me wanting to give the best
but knowing i am not in authority even just to suggest.

i would choose to evaporate in this world
if it's as easy as i think and feel it is.

so when i get tired of something
i don't hesitate to stop.

especially when i know
i've spent much effort even when it doesn't show

yes, i too get tired of peop'ling
just like how i get tired of myself.

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dripping

i told myself not to cry
not for the same reason everytime
never will this happen
i promised, never again
i thought i was okay with it.
that it shouldn't matter to me
thinking i'm over it wholely
i understood it completely
especially that
people have their own minds
and it depends on their choice
what to think and understand.
but then... here it goes again.
it flashes right in front of me
that everything else turned black.
i realized inwasn't over it.
yes, not an inch.
because reality calls like a pinch.
and i'm devastated
i might break the promise i made.
but as i pondered ev'rything
i realized it wasn't that
i didn't break it
and i never would
because as i walk through it
i noticed there are still drips
it never really stopped pouring
it has been there all along
my tears kept dripping invisibly
it never really stopped.
i was crying with a smile
and those tears drip invisibly

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